Focus

I saw you close, features clear, discerned.

You are not anyone, not just another face.

Not something seen in passing, ignored or noticed.

Not just something, like litter, noticed in the storm.

For you cannot be that, not someone in a car passing.

A stranger a flash or glimpse

Like falling or fallen stars or a rainbow ending.

No you are a life, a journey, a beautiful song.

You are a masterpiece, a treasured painting.

A holy artifact, a melody for my day times

An anthem for my nights and a precious lullaby.

So how could you just fade away?

Or be lost in the snow storm?

Or be caught in the desert winds, drifting out into endless dunes.

Reclaimed by the hungry sands

That know well your beauty.

That have seen you wild,  Huda.

Oh Princess of Yemeni

Oh Saharan Queen

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Waiting

Lost

I saw you beautiful, rest and peace.

You are solace and hope for me.

Sleeping, naked arms, for I knew you

And we sang together our holy song

Not here to be alone but now dancing

And I do not find sin here except in this silence

That you are gone and your voice still

And the music played out and the wind howling

My keening for a storm took you

These sands of your desert

These blizzards of my mountain 

What then is left without your radiant face?

Or the warmth of your heart.

I am grey in the cold room I am silent forever

I am no one and nothing,  here is the tomb.

This Love

Of Love

For love is more than sweet words or carefree caresses,

It’s is not the solution to all problems nor some magic salve for all pain.

Rather it is to remember that I am part of a greater whole.

A note in the song and not the song itself.

Love is knowing I am not enough and there is more than this.

It is a distant peak I will never quite reach

And the holy shore that whispers hope of peace to me though I remain at sea.

It is the promise of calm after the storm

And the first birdsong of the new morning.

It is a hand that helps me if I fall and accepts the smallest gift I have to give.

It is the beauty in your face my love.

The gentleness of your smile and the warm touch of your heart.

It is the bread we break together and in respect with others.

It is the burden we made lighter as we lifted it for the other on tired and uncertain shoulders.

It is in the stories that were told to us and these songs beautifully sung.

The song of the desert sands and the mountain peaks.

The songs of our mournful hearts.

And too in the these songs for Huda

This Yemeni Princess, sweet child of Kano, daughter of a distant father,

woman of a broken heart.